Soul grave...

Took us down to the 62nd place in Classical Charts, but no black cloud will shade my joy. Jacques Jazet finally joined the band!!! An he seems to be an active member now. I am very happy about it because I wouldn't like to have let it down. And groupies actually love him!!!!



I had some correspondence with Danny because he was father last week and I wanted to congratulate him. If you read this, Congratulations again for your newborn baby boy!!! I have always kept my right eye on him, and it's been no secret because I use to keep touch with him for a long time. I have always had the secret wish to share something more with him... this have been a little deception and a low kick that's brought me back to reality. And downtimes are great for working on music... this may bring me a great chance to do something big.

Did I ever mention something about a STCC Adoption list? Nay... I will no go back over the same old tale. Or else... I will. I attach hereto a letter submitted and published at It's Pop London edition 177, for all those who couldn't read it on time:


Dear people,

I submit this letter to everyone concerned about adoption issues and those who think they are not. Actually, we do not have an adoption system out from parenthood, and probably is a thing that should be reviewed.

For those who claim that adopting or even fostering makes people to dream of being child-saving heroes, or having a child by doing nothing... The only thing I can say, louder and clearer everyday is that I wish someone would have taken care of me when my parents got divorced. I wish every single second of my life that my mother wasn't a bot, and I wish I could get to know her and IM her... and maybe interact with her and my daddy. Not to be just a happy family, but to know where I came from, and who were the people who made me. Probably most of people don't care while the play their roles.

But I do care and I would like to give another person the option I was denied. A chance to get to know someone who did care enough to make it survive and live as a whole person, and not to look behind at its background as an NPC generated past.

I don't mean to be a hero, nor take any kind of interest far beyond the fact I don't plan to have a child biologically on my own, but I may afford to take care of a child given birth by any other person, and I am willing to do it.

Sincerely yours,

A.S.

Wester Tour: New Continent

After these weeks in Europe, and an special farewell to the city of Glasgow where I lived and met very special people I call them now friends, we head our ways to America where we'll perform in Mexico, Buenos Aires, New York, Nashville, Rio de Janeriro, Los Angeles, Montreal and Toronto.

Our performances were criticized as decent!!! which is better than what I had in mind. Thérèse still in holidays, Jacques ditto... and my firing finger starts itching.

Anyway and if it does not come to matter, here I post a shot of our last filmed music video Lux Eterna. I actually hated the hairstyle they did on me... but well, I suppose that was the least to be expected to reach top 20 on radio charts. Music videos see, to be quite helpful when it comes to popularize songs. But running topless through the graveyard was too much enough!!!

My embassy application seems to be lost, or will take long-long more than expected time to be reviewed. That's something I actually hate. Waiting not knowing until when and what for. Same thing goes for the STCC Adoption List that I don't know when it will be updated, and I feel a dazzled by all that's going on.

Grow Shop

Back to the Netherlands where Dutch people cut the best cheese, chocolate and diamonds ever seen by human beings...

I decided to acquire some nex skills, so I bought some book, and I started learning the ancient science of Illusionism (I hope this will help my career).


Meanwhile I am waiting for the STCC Adoption List to be updated. Always crossing fingers... ALWAYS. P. Sen who is the person in charge to compile the STCCAL, IM me and confirmed I am in. That gave me a mood boost!!! Just when I thought all hope was lost.

I've met Joan Lluis again. I don't mean to be tiresome, but he is probably the cutest thing around, what a shape!!! what a face!!! and what manners!!! He's Extraordinarily Nice...

In the other hand I met again with a person I wish I have never passed by her side. I cannot say I hate her, because I wouldn't bother myself knowing her, but the little I know makes me very disappointed. Some people behaviour is unintelligible; when you harm no-one, and interact as you feel it... suddenly this kind of person comes around gossiping about anything... and is this kind of comments and unkind thoughts that were never thought to be created, what makes me thing that some people are rotten. I hate this nasty things.


I was kissed passionately by Stewart! And more things came after... ;) I love him because he's very nice, and there's no engagement between us. We just meet, have good time, and the say goodbye. That's musch like me.

Benjamín Valero Gonzalez asked me out on a romantic date at Pizzeria Dolce Vita on 28/07/2007 at 15:00. And I just reead his note at 15:15!!! It's a shame that I couldn't accept his proposal... It's been a long time since the last time I was asked out for dating. Damn!

I asked Rod to produce our music video in Madrid, I hope I can direct it for that time and rehearse the Scene!!! Thérèse ask me to tell her when I think the time has come to start working in our roles for the video... Let's see what comes out of this.