After a long-long silence.

Breaking silence it's always difficult, but a little noise is enough to spread the sound over the space and have a great echo. So I'll try to remember the best hits happened last fortnight.

My former friend Alain Verrat just died. I was so upset. Sometimes life just isn't what it should be. I couldn't assist to the funeral, and I have to say that he wasn't the same last times we met. His behaviour was erratic as if he were losing his mind... sad thing that sometimes happen, some must go to allow others to come.

We filmed our first and yet last music video... I couldn't rehearse my scene to the 100% and Rod failed to produce it.. so it just came out sweet. That it is not a bad thing but it could have been better.

421 € was stolen from me in Dubrovnik - Rim! The crime rate in Dubrovnik is appalling! I thought that no one would dare to steal me in my own tour bus, but it seems that my thoughts and real life have little to do together.

Jonatan Stalley made me put in 890 € for the bill at Pizzeria Dolce Vita last week, and that's reminds me that I should advise newbies to gain money before asking out other people. Our relationship seems to be doomed since it started. But I wish him good luck because he's quite nice but our date was actually poor.

Frankie wrote me a note last week... I feel so rude! I haven't answer him yet, and he's a sweetie... that's just to tell me he's in love. What a lovely thing!!! He changed his pic to a bullfighter theme, but he didn't look pretty in such a disguise. And I think He've relized of it, because he is back to his last photo. Even when I think the tatto theme was much more sexy!!! Well, he's in love now, whatever next?

I know nothing about the adoption issues, I have published an article and a letter about the subject in English and Spanish... one in the It's Pop London edition and the other for Barcelona Edition. I don't know if readers will hit this ball, but I expect the awake to the adoption need. Do I expect much of strangers?

I applied to get an Embassy.. No answer was given to me. Papers must take long time to be reviewed and the be rejected. I don't know... or I know much about nothing that's the same that knowing nothing.

Jacques was accepted as a new band member. I hope we improve quicker now and climb up the charts, next will I start seriously composing, after we have jammed all our repertoire to the max in Paris. I hope he join us soon in the city of Love.

The Great Zeb

I must confess my gratitude to a great friend and colleague, Zebulon Gurley who has recently produced our first single:



Things went fine this week, our performances are above average and we did not have to travel a lot. I have been out clubbing the first days of the week, but no inspiration was drained out of my night experiences I joined the tadelle and Twelve Monkeys on stage, though shows were below average.

I met Stewart after a long time, it seems that ages has passed since the last time I saw him. And now he had his third child, he is always so kind... he changed his look and now he looks a little like Roger Waters. ;) He is even sexier, if this were possible.

I have become lover of Kees, and he is somehow nice but I am not satisfied with this relationship which is simplified to sex. And he is not the kind of man you fall in love with, because he can get to be a bit of arrogant and indifferent and we don't even talk to each other. He just means no compromise.

I saw Rod Streeter for a couple of hours... He was the first man I dated that was important to me.

Jan Eriksson asked me out on a date, I tried to dance I swear... what happened next I don't know.
I just awoke in the tourbus in our way to Paris: City of Love. I am afraid to be loosing the most important part of myself looking for what I think is important right now.

Paris tojours, toujours l'amour.

At our arrival to la ville, I received a message of Frankie saying that he's read this blog. Kisses & hugs with cream for you... because I appreciate very much you like it, and I actually enjoyed the time we had together.

Danny Hartsent me a message, something I feel he does everytime he has nothing to do. I just wish I was wrong.

To be continued...

Ankara

I'm in Ankara today, my band's minivan brokedown yesterday in Instambul, and I spent more than €500 to fix it!!! Darn it!!! When will it come the day when I can earn more than I spend... (Sniff) ;(



Anyway, Frank asked me out on a date an it's been quite pleasant... very pleasant. He is very nice to me, and have given me a diamond armband as present. I love diamonds, only they last forever. We dance, we drank, we chatted... nothing much to be told. I hope we'll meet soon anytime.

I'll finish the day jamming with Thérèse, and hope I'll improve some of my composing skills... much to do and so little time...