Music in the air

We are on our way to Brussels... this is going to be a long trip; I received a message from Zeb he is so cute that decided to improve his skills on Basic Record Production to produce our first single. We'll meet in London in about two weeks and I really look forward that moment to come.

I have met actually interesting people in Turkey even Francis was there. As it is coming to be usual he did not even notice me, and it is a fact that sometimes drives me up the walls. Because I feel very happy everytime I see him, and he does not feel anything at all when I am around. I think I am making a fool of myself worrying about someone who does not even know that I do exist. Sniff...

I am NOT feeling miserable anymore.

Thérèse is busy, but she will be happy when she finds out that I am redistributing band's profits. So she will find her pocket full when she's back. We got an old scratched coach, we call tourbus, so we are ready to class the kasbah!

(Moan)

Then and again back with the old tale... WIll I ever find a father for my child? Do I ask too much from men that I cannot find one good enough to this task?

As homework I will write down five requisites to fulfill and then have a deep search. If anyone is interested, IM me.

So decent

The Classical competition in Tallinn finished with our first decent performance... could it have been better? Sure. But I am the only one to blame.

I am still improving skills, I wih I could do it faster... but it seems to take me forever to get a single star.

Back to Amsterdam for two concerts.

This weeks nothing relevant happened... :S What boring, no fans no friends. Just work & work, and then more work. And just when I thought I would never go on groupies, I had to. There's no excuse for this behaviour and there's actually nothing to be excused, it's what it had to be done.



I saw Dara but he didn't notice me. Now I am in my way back to Ankara, I hope this time we can cjavascript:void(0)arry on to the end with a good show. People in Turkey there's a bit fed up with us. They may be don't understand the classical genre as we perform it, but we are willing to get them on our side. So we will try harder and harder until they walk with us.

I am planning to change our little minivan, so confy for this pretty almost brand new dented tourbus!



The trip to Ankara just began. Let's see what do we do next.

Ankara

I'm in Ankara today, my band's minivan brokedown yesterday in Instambul, and I spent more than €500 to fix it!!! Darn it!!! When will it come the day when I can earn more than I spend... (Sniff) ;(



Anyway, Frank asked me out on a date an it's been quite pleasant... very pleasant. He is very nice to me, and have given me a diamond armband as present. I love diamonds, only they last forever. We dance, we drank, we chatted... nothing much to be told. I hope we'll meet soon anytime.

I'll finish the day jamming with Thérèse, and hope I'll improve some of my composing skills... much to do and so little time...