The Great Zeb

I must confess my gratitude to a great friend and colleague, Zebulon Gurley who has recently produced our first single:



Things went fine this week, our performances are above average and we did not have to travel a lot. I have been out clubbing the first days of the week, but no inspiration was drained out of my night experiences I joined the tadelle and Twelve Monkeys on stage, though shows were below average.

I met Stewart after a long time, it seems that ages has passed since the last time I saw him. And now he had his third child, he is always so kind... he changed his look and now he looks a little like Roger Waters. ;) He is even sexier, if this were possible.

I have become lover of Kees, and he is somehow nice but I am not satisfied with this relationship which is simplified to sex. And he is not the kind of man you fall in love with, because he can get to be a bit of arrogant and indifferent and we don't even talk to each other. He just means no compromise.

I saw Rod Streeter for a couple of hours... He was the first man I dated that was important to me.

Jan Eriksson asked me out on a date, I tried to dance I swear... what happened next I don't know.
I just awoke in the tourbus in our way to Paris: City of Love. I am afraid to be loosing the most important part of myself looking for what I think is important right now.

Paris tojours, toujours l'amour.

At our arrival to la ville, I received a message of Frankie saying that he's read this blog. Kisses & hugs with cream for you... because I appreciate very much you like it, and I actually enjoyed the time we had together.

Danny Hartsent me a message, something I feel he does everytime he has nothing to do. I just wish I was wrong.

To be continued...

Music in the air

We are on our way to Brussels... this is going to be a long trip; I received a message from Zeb he is so cute that decided to improve his skills on Basic Record Production to produce our first single. We'll meet in London in about two weeks and I really look forward that moment to come.

I have met actually interesting people in Turkey even Francis was there. As it is coming to be usual he did not even notice me, and it is a fact that sometimes drives me up the walls. Because I feel very happy everytime I see him, and he does not feel anything at all when I am around. I think I am making a fool of myself worrying about someone who does not even know that I do exist. Sniff...

I am NOT feeling miserable anymore.

Thérèse is busy, but she will be happy when she finds out that I am redistributing band's profits. So she will find her pocket full when she's back. We got an old scratched coach, we call tourbus, so we are ready to class the kasbah!

(Moan)

Then and again back with the old tale... WIll I ever find a father for my child? Do I ask too much from men that I cannot find one good enough to this task?

As homework I will write down five requisites to fulfill and then have a deep search. If anyone is interested, IM me.

This pain is killing me

Ouch!!! What was that? We got to the land of Kangaroo just to find ourselves alone... Well I don't actually know the way Thérèse is facing this fact. She will probably be ok with her baby. I haven't seen them in a while, but I know they are around.



I met some interesting people with 0 experience days... promising. If they don't give up after one month is passed they'll reach far.

I went back to my exercise program, I look healthier now.. but am I actually healthier? I don't think so. People do not actually care if I am healthy or not, they only expect me to look as if I were. Thus, so far, so good.



I met Kees Beugels we had just sex. It wasn't great, it wasn't polite, and it wasn't politically correct nor even proper but it was safe. I think both were in need of it. Then he went back with his band to Ankara where they are to play this week. No farewell. No responsibilities.

The same day I had a drink with Augusto Galvez he's a nice guy who went VIP. Anyway, he didn't ask me out on a date and he missed it out.

I have tried to interact with Francis Abbott but there's no way to reach him. He looked deaf and blind when it come to me, probably because he's a celebrity... finally I IM him, and he reacted. Usually, I don't like interacting with famous people.

My star quality went up to 24%!!!

And I asked Zebulon Gurley to produce our first single!!! He's the cutest thing on earth!!! We do not know each other very well, and he did not have any skill of that kind but he is learning to become our producer!!! Thanks a lot Zeb!!!!